Where the Hell is this Nidra Devi ??

Sleeping at night has now become a dream in days sleep. As if i have become nocturnal. As soon as the first light of dawn hits my window panes I start feeling drowsy and sleepy, while i try to sleep whole night and not even a single trace of the word Sleep comes to my eyes. I hereby summon Nidra Devi the goddess of sleep to help me having a sound sleep at night and help me sparing my days for more important works. This is also taking a toll on my health and i am developing body aches just because of this faulty routine. Anyone reading this, if have ever been through this problem please help me out of this :) :) Ahhh no sleep !!!!!!!

MY AIM IN liFE

I have always aimed to be someone great. The one whom people will admire as a good man and a very knowledgeable one. I am pursuing CA, CS, CWA, B. com (Hons). But i am not satisfied. I think that is not enough. I will do CFA, FRM, CIMA(UK). Along with these i want too do LLB and masters in Mass communication and MBA with marketing. These may take me ten more years. May even take me into scuffle with my family members because for sure they think its impossible to do so many things. But I know, nothing is impossible. It would be difficult but all I need is strong determination. God help me with that and leave the rest on me. Though god helps those who help themselves :).........

Determination needs Belief

Determination needs a belief. I believe in certain circumstances and chances. I believe in some very odd thing. As today i bought myself a watch which my friend had. That watch i had earlier for two days and in those two days i was a lot determined about studies. I believe having the watch will help me in having a strong determination. Lets see if it helps me in determination. Now that i have the watch I don't have any excuse for lack in determination. Now lets see if this belief helps me out.

Need A PUSH

I have come to such a situation or, such a position where i know i have a lot inside me but i am not able to bring it out. I am trying but don't know why i am not being able to give it my best. I have something in me which i wanna show to the world. Which i wanna show to those who have always underestimated me but i am not getting that spur. I need a push. 

Me right now

The days are passing by like seconds. Life has come to a halt. I have directions, I have sources, I have power, but the will is weak, I need power to concentrate. And a partner in good works. Life needs a booster. A kick, a hit, a push, or you may say a pinch i think is what i need now. God please send me this before its too late to wake up.