Learning, an on going process!!!

Having decided to write about new thoughts and experiences. Today i gave a long thought to what will i do as a job??? :O Options,,,, a lot of them. Commerce!! CA, CS, CWA, B com. and most probably  M com. So i have lots of lines open in business world!! Then comes my passion, Law,,, though I always wanted to be a lawyer, this dream seems to be dying for lack of support!!! And then my latest and the strongest of all options that i have mentioned,, a journalist.. May be a travel journalist!! I love to travel,, love to see places,, easily create bonding,, love meeting different people,, and of course, photography has become a part of my long list of talents lately. :P

Even though i may look like these are very straight forward options but i am no where near them. I am not yet and inter pass in CA, CS or CWA. Nor have i done incredibly well in B com. 2nd year. Nor am i good at English!! So journalism is far from shore!! I need to buckle up, work hard on my writing skills and get better with my vocabulary, grab at least Spanish and Portuguese fluently to get anywhere near that dream of mine!!! Lots of hard work still to be done!!!

In my upcoming updates i will keep you guys informed about my progress over this matter!!! 

Some of the pics i randomly clicked walking down the road and sitting by the river side

India !!! Incredible?? Is it??

I have never been abroad. Never seen border of two countries. Never availed my passport. But still, I don't know why, I think India is the country i was actually made for. Its not that people here are different from those in west. But the people here have a very different approach towards life. We Indians easily get attached emotionally to something or someone. We fight when we think its right to fight, not when we are told to or when we want to. Following are some similarities among Indians and the people from rest of the world
1. Indians are equally partial to whites than to blacks though 99% of Indians are black.
2. Indians think their culture and traditions are the best in the world, as do the others.
3. Indians are more prone to mishaps in foreign countries as are others in foreign.
4. Indians are as easily corruptible as the the people from other parts of the world.

The things that make Indians different from those from other part of the world are
1. Indians are very compassionate at heart.
2. Indians fear god more than ghosts.
3. Indians eat a lots of spices.
4. Indians cook everything but salad.
5. Indians have more than million deities.
6. Indians are very lousy at work.



Most of these apply to me too. Though I am trying to improve myself in certain aspects. But Being an Indian I too have some default settings which I cannot change. So I choose not to try changing those default settings. But I try my best to do away with the socially bias traditions and followings in my country as far as possible.

Alone but strong!!!!

You know what happens when you are alone??? When you are alone 1st thing that happens is lack of determination... there stays no one to hold you back.. there stays no one to give you a reason to fight back hard.. there stays no one to tell you that the course you were set on is more important than whatever else you do in life... 2nd you start getting a feeling that people have started ignoring you.. You realize that the people whom you helped when they needed you have long forgotten that you exist... they have long forgotten that you once were their savior..you start feeling that you expected wrongly from them who actually should have been doing more than what you expected from them... When you are alone you start putting up a fight against yourself... I have developed a new talent.. the talent of recognizing people far more easily than what I once did.... I have started hating such people who are two faced and who show that they have achieved something which I gave them just out of compassion.... I will from today, put up a fight against all of them who have hurt me... I will bring them down to what they deserve and i will show them that I Abhiraj Anand am not weak... I might have been deserted by all but I still am all intact and am enough strong to bring all of you down..... 

Where the Hell is this Nidra Devi ??

Sleeping at night has now become a dream in days sleep. As if i have become nocturnal. As soon as the first light of dawn hits my window panes I start feeling drowsy and sleepy, while i try to sleep whole night and not even a single trace of the word Sleep comes to my eyes. I hereby summon Nidra Devi the goddess of sleep to help me having a sound sleep at night and help me sparing my days for more important works. This is also taking a toll on my health and i am developing body aches just because of this faulty routine. Anyone reading this, if have ever been through this problem please help me out of this :) :) Ahhh no sleep !!!!!!!

MY AIM IN liFE

I have always aimed to be someone great. The one whom people will admire as a good man and a very knowledgeable one. I am pursuing CA, CS, CWA, B. com (Hons). But i am not satisfied. I think that is not enough. I will do CFA, FRM, CIMA(UK). Along with these i want too do LLB and masters in Mass communication and MBA with marketing. These may take me ten more years. May even take me into scuffle with my family members because for sure they think its impossible to do so many things. But I know, nothing is impossible. It would be difficult but all I need is strong determination. God help me with that and leave the rest on me. Though god helps those who help themselves :).........

Determination needs Belief

Determination needs a belief. I believe in certain circumstances and chances. I believe in some very odd thing. As today i bought myself a watch which my friend had. That watch i had earlier for two days and in those two days i was a lot determined about studies. I believe having the watch will help me in having a strong determination. Lets see if it helps me in determination. Now that i have the watch I don't have any excuse for lack in determination. Now lets see if this belief helps me out.